Probably a new phase of my life..

Well...Its April and I left about 5 weeks more to end of semester...

Time flies so fast...

This time.. phew! I really feel I let it all go..

I don't know if I would say its a new phase of life but finally I've put down some memories of mine that is holding me back for very long.

Now, I feel its time to walk on..

Another second new phase of life would be KS.

hahaha.

Everything has been going really well for now.

Although sometimes things can't be as perfect as what we wanted but its good that we complement each other's demerits.

The next thing about him is that I feel that I can be totally transparent about anything to him.

After whatever that I've gone through I believe that in no matter what the case maybe TRUST and BEING TRANSPARENT is very important in any relationship. 

ugh.. We all learn, don't we?

Friends..

hmmmm... okay, this is a very difficult part... especially with my super stubborn character and sometimes rather emotionless... and I am super tired about this thing.. So....

HELLO! OKAY LA.. I let go... all go... because I know I have to learn to deal with all these things...:)

Emotions..

I am not very good at expressing myself at times.

Maybe this is the way I am brought up at home. 

I don't really know how to comfort people except for my besties which I know their love languages.

I can be rather emotionless at times BUT that does not mean i don't feel for anything at all.

I do CARE... not by words but actions.

SEE YOU LATER, ALLIGATOR! :) :) 

Valentine's Day

Celebrated Valentine's Day with Vivian yesterday~

It was awesome! Really enjoyed my time with her.

11 years of friendship and more to come.

Well, its true .. not everything is like a bed of roses.

So how are we going to face it and go through it?

I guess, after whatever that has happened indeed makes me even stronger now.

Not to say that I am heartless but rather I won't fall that easily anymore.

I am kinda still thinking of the same thing...

Had a nightmare yesterday which sort of freak me out a little.

Maybe those are fears that are in me.

I know all I need is having faith in myself.

Is like a part of me thinks this way and another part of me says "no".

I wanted to make everything right this time I guess.

Don't really need any fancy stuffs but rather straightforwardness.

Like "Hey! I am really into you~ Let's be together!"

All I need is that sincerity and genuine heart.

I don't really want to think so much.

The more I think about it.. It just churns out fear in me.

Just like that stupid nightmare last night that brings me down again.

Maybe i should just go with my gut feeling and of course prayer:)

Conclusion of all my blog posts: Yes! i am officially very into you! <3 

:)

To be continued...

Rainy weather

Singapore has been raining heavily for the past few weeks.

I still prefer sunny weather:)

Yea, I still left a month before i head back to Perth.

I wonder how is it gonna be this time round?

hahaha!

P.S Planning to bring back a Mahjong set this time round.

And I'll form my Perth's Mahjong Kahki :)

Mwahahah!

So, about CNY.. this year I am going to get back all my red packets.

And eat all the delicious goodies:)

Saw this picture online which I think its really beautiful.

I kind of fancy romantic proposals.

As simple as like giving a rose or a gift and ask her to be your girlfriend:)

Of course marriage's proposal would be a diamond ring.

Well, at least this is what i usually see in movies.

sincerity of course would be the MOST important thing.

 

Alright~ I am back to my stress mode again!

One assignment down...

One half done~

One undone~ 

:( 

Pictures

Kinda like this photo:) 

A collage I've done out of the blue~

3 more assignments to go

Have been craving for lots of food recently,

like durian, bah kut teh, chilli crab and lots more...

Feels like giving up~ Shouldn't have take up 2 units and enjoy my holidays...

but thinking about it... I will enjoy early holidays for my last semester... and nothing much for me to study... 

As I was doing my assignments, I kept seeing "I miss you" hahaha!

Well... of course I know I do have to concentrate:) 

Some things are worth the wait i guess...

:) <3

Love is in the air~

Let's go there one day, shall we?
<3

2011~

2010... I think I ended it well and now I am sure 2011 will be a awesome year!:)

I am still kinda thinking about my New Year Resolution..

I would just want to cut it down to three..

hahaha!

Because I have too much... and definitely I've got to be realistic about setting goals.

Today went to Queensway Shopping Centre with brother ...

Accompanied him to get his badminton shoes.. hahaha.

Got to go there again to get some new year clothes:)

Have been pondering on many things.

I just want to make it right and do things right this time round..

but it kinda exhaust me much...

I am happy of course but the thought of wanting to make every right? that fear?

It's the first time that It's so effortless.. I do not really have to crack my head to think so much..

That strong feelings ... is still hiding in that nutshell..

I think I am just waiting? 

Right time, Right place, Right moment and that thing that truly touches my heart and soul.

Someone that would break that wall for me?

Every time i felt myself losing control..

I would have to tell myself.. "okay wanyi, control please.. stop falling"

Everytime i felt that warmth and smile .. "okay wanyi.. stop falling"

Maybe I am scared of drowning into it and lose myself into it again..?

haha.. oh man.. I need that optimistic mindset now.. that confidence..

:) 2011 - i know it's my year, so i am going to break that fear! 

This Christmas~

Its Christmas ~Decided to spend my time at home and later head out to eat dinner with my girlfriends:)


I told Jojo, that i feel different. Happier, lighter and that sense of joy~
She felt the same way too. Happy for her.
Never had that feeling before, it's telephany i think...
I am not sure if he feels the same way about me
but I think I just want to keep it the way it is now..


Probably still struggling with that inner self of moving on into another relationship.
This time I just want to make sure that the next one would be someone that truly loves me.
After so much that had happened .. Sometimes I do doubt at things.. Trying not to.. but I am trying to open up the HARD SHELL of my HEART.. unless this person truly touch my heart..


I know I know..I have that strong feelings for him.. 
but.. I just keep doubting on myself.
It's just... that hurt in me its not fully healed. 
:) 


Merry Christmas peeps! It's a season on love & Joy.


xoxo,
WY